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How to be locked in chastity for months and live to tell the tale

Google “How to be locked in chastity for months” or “comfort in long term chastity”, or really anything about “how to chastity”. You’ll find hundreds, if not thousands of anonymous bloggers with advice. You’ll also find scores of women, ruthless vixens, demanding tribute and speaking of years of denial and dripping. We’re here to tell […]

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What will we do with a drunken Goddess?

Some of you may be blessed to know Goddess’s wonderful typing skills. On a good day her messages are very clear. Right now, the gin is upon Her. Oh yes. A drunken Goddess is a thing to be feared. All I can guarantee is I’ll probably be punished for disobeying her immaculate, easy to understand […]

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A special place beneath Her

Goddess have given me a special place beneath Her, as Her foot slave. I’m her committed foot slave. What does it mean to be Her committed foot slave? For thousands of years caring for the feet of a ruler has been the exclusive position the most trusted servants. It’s a position of honour. Think about […]

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Cuckholded with a stranger

Goddess cuckholded me last night. We’d discussed the idea previously. To be honest, my ex-fiance had mentioned the idea and I left her because of it. That was 10 years ago, and I’ve regretted it ever since. I loved her and wanted her to be happy. She wanted to fuck me with a strapon while […]

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(not) Waiting in Line – Life hacks for better living

Or how I ghosted the line at Walgreens while wearing stockings and a chastity cage Goddess has previously expressed confusion about waiting in line, or what she’d call queuing. The British are well known for being experts at this talent. I suspect it may have something to do with the resilience of the UK through […]

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Life hack for impulsive spending

I have a problem with impulsive spending. It’s true. Impulse buys are an ingrained part of our culture. Coming from a blue-collar background in Ohio’s rust belt I’m afflicted. I grew up in a “work hard, play hard” culture, where satisfaction was measured by random take-out and spending. It was a culture of conspicuous consumption, […]

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Mistress wants me to open my webcam to the public

Goddess Maya has been after me for a long time now to start camming. I’ve oscillated between “hell no” and “maybe if I was drunk enough”. The whole idea of being a public cam slave scares me. I’ve never directly said no, I’ve only said I’m not ready. Every kind of excuse has been used […]

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Punished in public and a weekend in bondage

I’ve been locked in a collar and high heels since Friday night. My legs are smooth and feminine, and I’m wearing panties. Goddess decided my punishment on Wednesday: she decided to wax my legs. As I’m sometimes bad about obedience, she also decided to lock me in heels and a collar until the punishment was […]

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The sadistic Goddess Maya Loux

The sadistic Goddess Maya Loux Maya is a sadist. I’m slowly learning that. It’s odd to me though. Thinking back in the time I’ve known her she hasn’t been that sadistic towards me. Like, she never really made me feel hurt. Sure, she’s coaxed me into doing some humiliating things like sucking on a smoked […]

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Thoughts on long term denial

I know You’ve wanted to keep a record to show how our D/s relationship develops over time. Blogging here like this instead of emailing You might be a way to do that. It forces me out into the public to express my thoughts and feelings where anyone could read them. Scary and humiliating. These things […]

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