Cuckholded with a stranger

Goddess cuckholded me last night. We’d discussed the idea previously. To be honest, my ex-fiance had mentioned the idea and I left her because of it. That was 10 years ago, and I’ve regretted it ever since. I loved her and wanted her to be happy. She wanted to fuck me with a strapon while […]

Punished in public and a weekend in bondage

I’ve been locked in a collar and high heels since Friday night. My legs are smooth and feminine, and I’m wearing panties. Goddess decided my punishment on Wednesday: she decided to wax my legs. As I’m sometimes bad about obedience, she also decided to lock me in heels and a collar until the punishment was […]

The sadistic Goddess Maya Loux

The sadistic Goddess Maya Loux Maya is a sadist. I’m slowly learning that. It’s odd to me though. Thinking back in the time I’ve known her she hasn’t been that sadistic towards me. Like, she never really made me feel hurt. Sure, she’s coaxed me into doing some humiliating things like sucking on a smoked […]

Thoughts on long term denial

I know You’ve wanted to keep a record to show how our D/s relationship develops over time. Blogging here like this instead of emailing You might be a way to do that. It forces me out into the public to express my thoughts and feelings where anyone could read them. Scary and humiliating. These things […]