I have a problem with impulsive spending. It’s true. Impulse buys are an ingrained part of our culture. Coming from a blue-collar background in Ohio’s rust belt I’m afflicted. I grew up in a “work hard, play hard” culture, where satisfaction was measured by random take-out and spending. It was a culture of conspicuous consumption, […]
I’ve been locked in a collar and high heels since Friday night. My legs are smooth and feminine, and I’m wearing panties. Goddess decided my punishment on Wednesday: she decided to wax my legs. As I’m sometimes bad about obedience, she also decided to lock me in heels and a collar until the punishment was […]
The sadistic Goddess Maya Loux Maya is a sadist. I’m slowly learning that. It’s odd to me though. Thinking back in the time I’ve known her she hasn’t been that sadistic towards me. Like, she never really made me feel hurt. Sure, she’s coaxed me into doing some humiliating things like sucking on a smoked […]
I know You’ve wanted to keep a record to show how our D/s relationship develops over time. Blogging here like this instead of emailing You might be a way to do that. It forces me out into the public to express my thoughts and feelings where anyone could read them. Scary and humiliating. These things […]
Just an update, Maya has me in chastity again. We took a break for a while because I ran into some health issues and other real-life-getting-in-the-way type things. At this point I haven’t had an orgasm since August 20th, or 21 days. She teased me mercilessly for about an hour Saturday night before locking me […]
A while back I mentioned to Maya it’d be really cool if there was a way she could remotely shock me over the internet. I mean, come on, what Mistress wouldn’t enjoy having that power? After much research I couldn’t find a commercially available product that does this. I found a couple cases where someone […]
Chastity really isn’t a walk in the park, as Goddess Maya and I have been discovering. We’ve been experimenting with enforced orgasm control for a few months now. We added chastity to it back in June. I’d previously worn a chastity cage but for no longer than maybe 4 days continuously. We’re trying to do […]
I’m writing this on a “how to have a healthy D/s relationship” sort of tack. Communication is extremely important, especially about limits, fears, and deep-seated emotions. If you’re a dominant you’ve got to be ready and able to encounter some of the deeper, darker corners of your sub’s mind. If you’re a sub you have […]
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